The meaning of the lyrics of the song "The Invisible Boy" by the artist "W.A.S.P."
The song "The Invisible Boy" by the American band W.A.S.P. tells the story of deep pain and despair of a child suffering from emotional neglect and possible physical abuse.
Jonathan, the protagonist, feels unloved and unwanted in his own family. He is "invisible" to his father, who, judging by the lines "I feel the lash of the belt across my back," takes his anger out on him. The comparison to a "whipping boy" emphasizes his vulnerability and constant expectation of pain.
Jonathan's brother is presented as the complete opposite — the perfect son who "could do no wrong." This situation creates an unhealthy dynamic in the family, condemning Jonathan to a life in the shadows and reinforcing his feeling of worthlessness.
Turning to the mirror, Jonathan seeks answers to his questions. The mirror in this case acts as a metaphor for introspection, an attempt to understand one's place in the world. The phrase "Confession time again?" indicates that this is not the first time Jonathan has turned to the mirror seeking comfort and understanding.
The lines "So much pain and shame, for being alive" speak volumes about how Jonathan's very existence has become a source of pain for him. He cannot accept himself because he does not feel love and acceptance from the people closest to him.
The final lines "Is there love that will shelter me? / Only love, love will set me free…" are a cry from the soul, a plea for salvation from hopelessness. Jonathan believes that only love can heal his emotional wounds and finally allow him to feel alive.
The original lyrics of the song - "The Invisible Boy"
[Jonathon Aaron Steel:]
I was the boy unwanted, a prisoner I'm born to them
My brother was the one, that couldn't do no wrong
And I was there dying in the shadow of him
[Jonathon Aaron Steel to his father:]
Red, crimson red, am I the invisible boy?
Feel the strap, cross my back
Yeah I'm the new whipping boy
Who am I — the orphan son you would never need?
Who am I — cause I'm the boy only the mirror sees
Who am I — the slave you gave just the air I breathe?
Who am I — cause I'm the boy only the mirror sees
[Jonathon Aaron Steel:]
Oh I got the same old reruns, horror movies in my head