The meaning of the lyrics of the song "Royal" by the artist "Waterparks"

In Waterparks' song "Royal," the lyrical protagonist grapples with an existential crisis, torn between desires, reality, and expectations.

The "gold rush" in his head symbolizes anxiety and the pursuit of unattainable success, despite creative stagnation ("sitting here unemployed"). The protagonist is full of contradictions: promising to return but not keeping his word, tired of routine yet fearing change. He recognizes his self-sabotaging tendencies ("I ruin everything I make"), clinging to an illusion of confidence.

The recurring line "I'm two-faced from your double exposure" reflects the duality of his nature and the complexity of his relationship with the song's addressee. "Double exposure" hints at differing perceptions and a mismatch in their visions of the future. The protagonist feels like an outsider in the picture of a perfect future painted by someone else. He is worn down by work ("working myself to death"), dissatisfied, and unsure of himself despite outward appearances ("I'm fine, but is fine enough?").

The desire to be "royal" is a metaphor for the yearning for recognition, confidence, and stability. The protagonist acknowledges the illusory nature of this desire, repeating, "Wish I was royal, but I'm not."

In the final verses, the protagonist confesses his tendency for self-destruction, falling for what he cannot have. He distances himself from others, losing clarity in his vision. The repetition of "Wish I was royal" at the song's end amplifies the feeling of longing and dissatisfaction.