The meaning of the lyrics of the song "My Habitat" by the artist "Wildways"

The lyrics of the song "My Habitat" by Wildways tell the story of the lyrical hero's struggle with himself, the search for his place in the world, and the acceptance of his fate.

The first part of the song describes the hero's desire to escape from problems and criticism ("They tell me that I’m trying to run away from problems…"). He acknowledges his mistakes ("Thank you for my first toy, even though I was a bad boy... When I had a chance, I lost it"), but at the same time, he strives to move on. The phrase "This is the first part of the novel about my heart, another sad story about what I did and what I have" emphasizes that the hero is in the process of self-discovery and understands that his life is full of difficulties.

The chorus of the song is a cry from the hero's soul, a plea for peace. "Calm down these voices that are disturbing me!" - he suffers from internal contradictions, fears, and doubts. He feels lost ("This is the dark side, this is your life, how can I fight this fake?"), but at the same time, he tries to accept his life as it is ("This is my life, this is my side, and I have come to terms with my destiny").

The second part of the song reinforces the feeling of hopelessness and apathy. The hero feels that he is losing himself ("Just a couple of days, and I feel the same... Just a couple of drops, and I know that I'm lost"). He is alone ("There has never been warmth in my heart"), he exists, but does not live ("I can stay here, I can stay here, but I don't live here...").

The repeating chorus at the end of the song emphasizes that, despite attempts to accept his fate, the hero is still struggling with inner demons and cannot find peace. The final phrase "But I don't live here" sounds like a bitter admission that he does not feel at home, cannot find harmony within himself.