The meaning of the lyrics of the song "Real" by the artist "Years Years"

In the song "Real" by Years & Years, the lyrical hero narrates the complex and contradictory feelings at the beginning of a romantic relationship. He feels vulnerable and insecure, as evidenced by the lines "I almost hurt myself, playing with you" and "I'm tired of having fun, it makes me sad."

The hero confesses his feelings ("Oh, I think I'm in love with you") but simultaneously doubts reciprocity and fears rejection ("How bad do you want it too?", "What are you prepared for?"). He feels that his efforts to connect are not leading to the desired result ("I talk to you but it doesn't help, I touched you but it hurt").

He is ready to change for the object of his affection ("Oh, I think if I was enough for you, I'd be better. Would I be good?"), but is unsure if this is what the other person wants ("You say it doesn't feel like that"). Ultimately, the hero finds himself caught between the desire to fight for this relationship and the understanding that it might be better to let go ("Come on, boy! ... Love. If I should let you go").

The entire song is imbued with longing and a desire for intimacy, but fear and insecurity prevent the hero from finding happiness. He craves love and acceptance but doesn't know how to overcome internal barriers and barriers in communication with his beloved.